I still got it. I can still hold an epic party. And all the people that I didn’t want to come DIDN’T. Nothing was broken, there was no vomiting anywhere but the toilet. Had an awesome massive fire and a DJ.
I don’t think my neighbors like me anymore. But god it was a good night. :)
If you just play life as it comes… Things will work out for the best. Things are definitely at their best at the moment :)
I was thinking about this all today. Comparing this time last year to now. And well… I am so happy. I Guess everything has turned our for the best.
I know it can’t be perfect like this forever and I know something is going to come along and ruin my equilibrium. But I am going to do everything possible to not change what I have.
A few people have recently come back into my life and well… I’m scared they will destroy what I have. I am scared they will bring me back down into that world that I only just got out of. I have moved on with my life. I have grown and I have worked out more than ever what I want in life and where I am going. Going back into the past just seems like I am taking step backwards. I have a new job, new friends, new relationships with my family and I have practically moved out.
I am young and carefree… I want to keep it that way. I will deal with bigger stuff when it is absolutely essential. But right now… I want to be happy and naive. I have the rest of my life to deal with the bigger picture. And if all this makes me immature well then… guess I am happy being immature.